In a million years, would i have thought I'd get a chance to do what I've only dreamed of.

My mom just ordered an iMac that has cs4 master collection, final cut pro- and who knows what else. The mac isn't really for me, but I'll get to do a lot of work on it, and teach myself the ins and outs of graphic design, movies, and art. I'm just completely blown away. And so excited to get started. This will open completely new avenues to me. My mind is already reeling with fanciful ideas.

Anyway, I'm off to sleepy land. Goodnight all!

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. A lot goes on, and sometimes stalls to a point where I dont think it will start moving again, never mind go up.
The good news is that my son was returned to me in april..and during that time I purchased a car. (Yay! My first car) I had a job that I was exceptionally good at, so was able to make the payments.

Things started going downhill once more. My boyfriend had an accident at work, involving a faulty concrete vibrator and a non grounded generator, resulting in electrocution..(which has taken him off work for the last...well, since june 10/08)

I kept right on going to work with his dad.
And was able to learn alot of things. Amazing what you can learn when your teacher is patient..well, kinda makes sense, he's been doing this job for the last 35 years.

Good things come to an end, just like all things do. I lost my health, my job, and my car. All in that order. Now im looking into disability pension, and getting back into my art.
Oh, and about a car...anything that drives, would be good, right about now. Lol.

Have a great day, all!

..my s0n is still missing. But i found a new place..my bf got me a job wt the company he's workin wt. I feel amazing. I love workin there.
Workin on gettin my son back. I really dont like paper work...Government..lawyers..oi.. I HATE PAPERWORK! But it will all be w0rth it in the end, i hope.

My s0n..is g0ne, taken fr0m me..
My h0me..was evicted, n0t my fault..(n0t completely, anywayz)
My inc0me..cut off..

But, hey.. At least I f0und L0ve, right?

...finally moved..almost all unpacked n organized. Feels good. A tad isolated, but at least I have internet..most of the time. Wireless is not all it's cracked up to be.
I'm seeing hope..there's a life to be had..I see the evidence of light at the end of my narrow cave. It might be a storm, dancing light touching the earth..but with it comes the rain. Drenching me, making me new again.